December 27, 2009

Emily shares a few thoughts on this first Christmas without Gene.


Christmas has been special in a new way without Gene, because of the sadness in our hearts and the blessing of precious memories of family Christmas times with him.

Steve,Pat and twins Meredith and Patrick (now college juniors) arrived from Roswell, GA for breakfast on Wednesday morning. They attended The 11:00PM Christmas Eve Services with me. It is so comforting to have their love and support.

Having drawn names with Steve's family, I had much joy in getting my Great Grand Daughter, nine months old Madison Claire McSwain's name! I was delighted to make a little blue velvet lace trimmed dress for her Christmas gift! Gene would have been so proud to see her beautiful blue eyes shine and dance in the pretty little dress.

I am blessed to have loving and supportive family and friends to help me as I experience a really different and difficult life change without my beloved husband. A friend who recently lost her husband handed me this poem this morning at church. It is attributed to Wanda Benke. 

I see the countless Christmas trees
around the world below
With tiny lights like Heavens stars
reflecting in the snow.

The site is so spectacular
please wipe away your tears
For I am spending Christmas
with Jesus Christ this year.

I hear the many Christmas songs
people hold so dear
But that sound of music can't compare
with the Christmas choir up here.

For I have no words to tell you
the joy their voices bring
For it is beyond description
to hear the angels sing.

I know how much you miss me,

I see the pain you bear,

But I am spending Christmas

With Jesus Christ this year. 

I can't tell you of the splendor
or the Peace in this place
Can you imagine Christmas with our
Savior face to face.

I'll ask him to lift your spirit

As I tell him of your love, 

So then pray for one another

As you lift your eyes above.

So please let your heart be joyful,
And let your spirit sing.
For I'm spending Christmas in Heaven
And walking with the King !